JUNKY

To most people when you say junky, they think of drugs…that your drugged upsets. It could be medicines; legal or illegal, or the ones people buy in the streets. Lol would that be considered illegal? I don’t know, that goes by telling you how much I know about these types of junkies.

However, I am a JINKY myself…I am craze, and obsessed with Twilights; I cannot go a day without watching it. I am sure you can tell with my template, but I must make it clear, when I am upset twilights gets me through the day. New moon is ok but not a big fan of it because it was more about Jacob and I’m team EDWARD till the day my heart stops breathing, and maybe even then.

The funny thing is I don’t need to read the books to know what will happen. When I released the second part will be called new moon; think about when do werewolves come out and play? And Edward leaving it was about Jacob and Bella, with eclipse the moon covering the sun. day and night together at the same time. Vampires and werewolves together very simple…know that was great. I swear I have spent $80 dollars the few weeks it came out. I couldn’t get enough. I am so TEAM EDWARD; I missed work on the premier to see eclipse.

Breaking dawn, the final episode, I’m sure we all can assume. Edward and Bella will get together and have a baby, which will be half human, half vampire. When I told my sister my assumption she was shacked, because she’s one of those to read the book before watching the movie. What I have learned from the past. Those who read the book first are never into the movie as those who haven’t read it. Reading before watching you have your mind set on the outcome verses those who haven’t read the book are on the edge of the sit wondering what’s the outcome, what’s coming next? Is Bella a vampire now? Did she change her mind about Edward since her father kept bringing up Jacob? Lol as if that will happen

I remember counting my days for the eclipse that nobody could bring me down, because I had a reason for waking up every day. As sad as that might have sounded that is the problem with depression. One needs a reason to live, a reason to know that today is a better day. That today I’m waking up for something different. ADD is the adrenaline of the unknown, not knowing what’s happening before it happens makes your mind rush with excitements. Like a kid in a candy store and mom says pick whatever you want.

That is me only know waiting for braking dawn…

I have a reason to smile at work to the ignorant bliss people that judges me every day. To the person that never goes a day without saying something they believe to be negative with me because supposedly I am “OREO”

Twilight is my personal Brand of Heroin. THAT IS ONE OF MY FAVORIT QUOTES AS IF I NEED TO TELL YOU THAT LOL…

HEAVEN AND HELL

I believe there is a higher power, heaven and hell; wrong from right; love and hate; happiness and sadness; the richest and the poor. I found this…

_{IMMEDIATELY AFTER THE SUFFERING OF THOSE DAYS, THE SUN WILL BE DARKENED}

_{AND THE MOON WILL NOT GIVE ITS LIGHT, AND THE STARS WILL FALL FROM HEAVEN,}

_{AND THE POWERS OF THE HEAVENS WILL BE SHAKEN. AND THEN THE SIGN OF THE}

_{HUMAN-BORN ONE4 WILL APPEAR IN HEAVEN, AND THEN ALL THE TRIBES OF THE}

_{EARTH WILL LAMENT. AND THEY WILL SEE THE HUMAN-BORN ONE COMING IN}

_{THE CLOUDS OF HEAVEN WITH POWER AND GREAT GLORY. AND HE WILL SEND HIS}

_{ANGELS WITH A TRUMPET AND A LOUD VOICE, AND THEY WILL GATHER HIS CHOSEN}

_{ONES FROM THE FOUR WINDS, FROM ONE END OF THE HEAVENS ALL THE WAY TO}

_{THE OTHER END. (MATTHEW 24:29–31)}

I understand all that, what I don’t understand is when I question the word of “GOD” like everyone says I’m told I have no faith. We question everything in life, why can’t I question this? Think about it; you wouldn’t cross the street with your eyes close if one told you just have faith and believe. You question your boss, parents, friends, etc. but when it comes to the higher power of your belief all of a sudden you’re not allowed to question, such hypocrisy if you ask me.

mt belief is question so you may understand the virtual of reality and comprehend it in order to better understand and do Wright by it. You need to study in order to pass a test, read your chapters to answer questions when asked, complete your training to understand your job and position. It is not wrong to question what you don’t understand.